i remember you calling my name to get in the pool with you in victoria.
i remember you giving me your ring.. i still have it.
i remember frozen kisses, and sitting on your lap on the bus ride to sibiu..
i remember it breaking down.. middle of the night.. i remember standing with you in the cold, nothing but the stars, and you. just you.
i remember hurting you, and hurting myself also for not telling you what i really felt.
the last time i saw you, was in the rearview mirror, as i was being drivin away to the airport, and you were walking with your head hung down. i wonder if i'll ever see you again.
we have different lives now.. but you effected mine so deeply.
i miss being young when all that mattered was being able to walk with you in that snow covered park, making a mess of it all. do you remember?
you drove your car so crazy on the ice, you made me laugh.
when i look back at my life, the times with you.. the sweetness.. the sound of the trains off in the distance, while i just looked up at you.. so much taler than me..
i almost stayed to be with you.. i wish i had..
ovidiu, those moments are what make my memories so beautiful, and yet so heart breaking.

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:: beauty without virtue is a curse ::

i think i almost just died i've loved you for too long + never thought i'd speak to you again how did you find me on here?

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:: beauty without virtue is a curse ::